GrizzlyBear

So I got a message today from a fellow quitter. But sadly I didn't know who. When I was acting stupidly, I was out trying to collect as many number as could. Trying to get that perfect 100% phone list. Foolishly I abused these guys trust by bombarding them with garbage twice and when called out about it, I went nuclear and deleted everyone like that was going to make the problem go away. Basically stranding myself and looping the noose around my neck and the life of my quit. 

You see I took out my anger on what I could see thinking that if those bad people( people who called me out to be a better person and who were showing tough love to a 2x dumbass) weren't there then they didn't exist and couldn't hurt me. They couldn't hurt my feelings. I was alone I was the winner. AND BROTHERS, LET ME TELL YOU THAT IS A VERY DANGEROUS PLACE TO BE. Riding out solo in this fight is suicide. 

You see I was reacting to the consequences that were external, but I've never confronted the problem that is internal. I was not acting mature. I don't abuse the use of my moms phone number. I don't send my boss stupid messages in the middle of the night, so why did I do that to these guys who were trying to help me save my life? Why abuse them? Why fuck with them? 

Cause I was doing like in highschool acting like a punk. Trying to be cool and fit in instead of just being me being Adam Anglin. No body cares about if you think you are a bear or how loud you yell about how quit you are. All they want to know is that you are quit that you care about this as much as they do and that when needed you will reach out to them and they can reach out to you.

That is the gift of this place @Hog addict and @imdone. The gift of accountability you've got insurance and a fall net with these guys. Don't be a dumbass like me and screw it up. 

To the rest of you guys @Lipi @8meds @thejoeformidable @Mitch McDeere @KobeJr I think this is a big lesson finally sinking in fully. I'm quit every day and I'll be here to help anyway I can. I want y'all to get to know the legit me. 

So, I guess hi im adam