monkey Posted February 23, 2019 Share Posted February 23, 2019 (edited) After years of many half assed attempts to quit dipping I found myself on the internet looking for something, hell, anything, any other method than the ones I had tried before. I'd buy the replacements because I was going to quit to make someone else happy. My wife, my kids. I'll quit when my son is born. 10 years later, I'll quit when my daughter's born. I don't even remember if I made an effort for those reasons anymore. Probably. I'll be honest, the first few days I posted scroll I was doing it for my wife and kids. That's fine. Whatever it took to get me here. As far I knew at that point I was gonna fail again anyway. At least this time I was gonna try a little harder, right? On day 3 I realized that this posting my promise not to use on scroll, being held accountable by other quitters and engaging with other members was going to work for me. I can still clearly recall that moment. The moment that quit got real. From that moment on I discovered that I have integrity and can keep a simple promise to myself and my quit brother's every day. I also realized that I was never going to succeed trying to be quit for someone else. That day, day 3, I stepped on the road to quitting for myself. When I succeed everyone benefits. Some people get annoyed when I paste the definition of a word into my posts. I'm gonna do it again here because these words are important and this is no time to approach these ideas half-assed. Take your life back, or rather, find your life. That person shoving that shit in his mouth isn't you is it? Time to find out. in·teg·ri·ty Dictionary result for integrity /inˈteɡrədē/ noun 1. the quality of being honest and having strong moral principles; moral uprightness. "he is known to be a man of integrity" synonyms: honesty, uprightness, probity, rectitude, honor, honorableness, upstandingness, good character, principle(s), ethics, morals, righteousness, morality, nobility, high-mindedness, right-mindedness, noble-mindedness, virtue, decency, fairness, scrupulousness, sincerity, truthfulness, trustworthiness "I never doubted his integrity" 2. the state of being whole and undivided. "upholding territorial integrity and national sovereignty" synonyms: unity, unification, wholeness, coherence, cohesion, undividedness, togetherness, solidarity, coalition "internal racial unrest threatened the integrity of the federation" Edited February 23, 2019 by monkey Lipi, Napa, Rev and 3 others 4 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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