jayd41 Posted November 10, 2015 Share Posted November 10, 2015 Thanks, I need to look around I guess.hi @mole....i sent you a pm...do an intro. Get involved. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thumblewort Posted November 10, 2015 Share Posted November 10, 2015 Thumblewort - 586 with Mole and Jay Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mole Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 So hey, thanks for reaching out to me guys. So the short version of the story is that I'm a two time washout from KillTheCan, originally Dec 14 (hey Bro, hey Beast) used the name JustinA. I caved after 171 and 71 days respectively. I figured maybe I'd try a different group and hope for different results. The lump and pain in my throat are also motivating me a good bit. Anyway, the stats are I started when I was about 12 or 13. I'm 44 now. I had one major stoppage for about 5 years but I got back on the can. Use the patch, used the gum, used Wellbutrin, used Chantix, got stopped for a time each time, but I always went back. The last two cycles, I went cold turkey with KTC and was doing pretty good and then let the nic put the pinch on me. The last time I fell off the wagon, I was dropping my 13 year old son off at boarding school. He's a good kid and its a great school, but he was scared and I was hating having to force him to go and I got to thinking about drinking a bottle of wine and putting in a big fat one and then, BAM, I'm in Walmart buying a can and didn't even get back to the car before I had one in. I know, sad little story of a sad little man who didn't have the testicles to make a good decision to make sure he could stay around to take care of his family. Wah Wah Wah, So that was in early September. Of course, as we all know would happen, I was back to a tin per day that day and it continued until yesterday. I had a dip on the way to work and another on the way home and none since. My son came home for a visit and is super happy at school so all I did was fail the guys at KTC, my family and myself and there wasn't even a real thing to be worried about. So, what'd I do wrong? Let the addict part of my brain tell me that somehow the dip was going to make the sad little man not so sad. Stupid. What will I do different next time? Remember how scared I am now with this pain in my throat and that the nic isn't actually going to make anything better. There is probably another something I'm supposed to flagellate myself with but I don't know about that yet. Anyway, that's where I'm at. Today has been pretty lousy, about as expected I suppose. The fog really closed in on the way to work this morning. Don't clearly remember much of it and I was on autopilot at work. I'm 29 hours in and staying strong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lipi Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Mole, haven't had time to read your whole post. Start an intro, and copy and paste this. We don't interact on the scrolls. There is no doubt you'll get different results than you did at kavemart. We don't kave here. We'll work out the rest later, just get on the scroll tomorrow and don't use. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mole Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Day 3 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shorthorn Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Shorthorn - 659 w/ Mole... Nice hat trick bro! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BigKahuna Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 BigKahuna-312-with jayd41 and Mole Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beast42 Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 beast42 - day 331....Quit all day with The Mole and jayd Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
schaef Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Schaef 474 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IndianaMike Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Soxfnnlansing 436 with Jayd & the Mole Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Done4Me Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Done4Me 556 Welcome to Mole. Oddly my nickname in 6th grade when my mom bought me black horn rimmed glasses after I broke every other type. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mat849 Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Mat849 - 447 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
8meds Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 8meds - 578 - with JayD & the Mole! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sluggo Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Sluggo 658 with the Mole! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lighty Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Lighty 543 quit with jayd and mole Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dood Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Dood - Day 150. With the Plebes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zook Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Bazooka 465 with JayD and Mole. I used to call my brother Joel the Mole. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doc Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Doc 644 mole I dig how you roll, keep it up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blissful Krusty Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 BKB - 653 - go Mole, go! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lipi Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Lip 659 keep it up mole. Beware the tardfly hunter Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jayd41 Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Jayd41--day 66...we're not suppose to talk about the bloody mole but there it is right there...that's the bloody mole! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 BRO 338 WITH JAYD AND THE MOLE! KEEPING ROCKING THAT QUIT BROTHER... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Qash Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Qash-646--- w/ Plebes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pre Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Pre 343 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thumblewort Posted November 11, 2015 Share Posted November 11, 2015 Thumblewort - 587 whats up Pre? Tell us a bit 'bout yourself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zook Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 (edited) Developing Badass Quitters Chewing Tobacco Quit : Quitting Dip : Cold Turkey Quit New quitters, post in this thread, then start an intro by starting a new topic And there's always something to talk about in the Clubhouse or on The Front Porch Edited November 12, 2015 by BazookaJoe Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zook Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Bazooka 466 days quit with the Plebes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blissful Krusty Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 BKB - 654 - Plebes plebes plebes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mole Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Day 4 - 12 hours left until the Nic has left the my body. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BigKahuna Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 (edited) BigKahuna-314- with jayd and pre(cum) Hang in there, @Mole! Edited November 12, 2015 by BigKahuna Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shorthorn Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Shorthorn 660 w/ Mole... u got this dude Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
beast42 Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 beast42 - day 332...Quit all day with the Plebes! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mat849 Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Mat849 - 448 with the plebes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IndianaMike Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Soxfnnlansing 437 with Jayd and the Mole Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dood Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Dood - Day 151. With the plebes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sluggo Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Sluggo 659 w/JD and mole Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
8meds Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 8meds - 579 - with JayD and Mole! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pre Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Pre 344 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 BRO 339 WITH JAYD MOLE AND PRE Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lighty Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Lighty 544 quit with jayd and mole Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doc Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Doc 645 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Done4Me Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Done4Me 557 quitting with jayd, mole, pre. Kick some ass today mole! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Qash Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Qash-647 W/ Plebes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thumblewort Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 Thumblewort - 588 with Jay, Mole and pre Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lipi Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 JD- 67 running late to work Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jayd41 Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 jayd41--thanks lipi...i think i need to just break down and get a fuckin Iphone so i can post up first thing...fuck i hate cell phones. (i know, i'm that guy) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lipi Posted November 13, 2015 Share Posted November 13, 2015 Developing Badass Quitters Chewing Tobacco Quit : Quitting Dip : Cold Turkey Quit New quitters, post in this thread, then start an intro by starting a new topic And there's always something to talk about in the Clubhouse or on The Front Porch Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pre Posted November 13, 2015 Share Posted November 13, 2015 Pre 345 days of choosing freedom Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blissful Krusty Posted November 13, 2015 Share Posted November 13, 2015 BKB - 655 - Pre, your avatar makes you pretty outstanding in my book. Don't screw it up by being a half-assed poster. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zook Posted November 13, 2015 Share Posted November 13, 2015 Bazooka 467 days of full bore quit Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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